When I was 17, I was a party going little dweeb. I'd say during the summer of 2007, 4 nights out of 7 I was either downtown, at beach, or house parties. It was the highlight of my pretty empty life.
Now, it's about 3:30am at this point on the beach and I got bored, so decided to walk home solo. It was at least a two and a half hour walk with no lamp-posts or anything, so a lot of it is just me walking in the dark, kinda scared, and immersed in some Kingdom Heart and Final Fantasy music. Eventually, it was pretty obvious that I'd taken a few wrong turns.
The scenery was amazing though. Plymouth (England) has its fair share of views and it appeared I had stumbled upon a a large field approaching a cliff.
I sat under this tree, and decided that the climate was nice enough to just sleep outdoors for the night.
In the distance though, just on the cliff's edge, I kept seeing something. In the darkness it was incredibly hard to make out, but I eventually realized it was a person. My eyes were just fixated on this spot for a while. The person seemed to be walking up to the edge, then backing off again.
"What the...?" I remember whispering to myself, taking out my headphones. Very slowly, I approached.
Once I got close enough to , I noticed the figure was in fact a girl, about my age, crying. The fear on her face upon seeing me really sticks out.
"Sorry for giving you the willies there," I said, "I was just checking to see if... You are like, alright. So, uhhh what brings you here?"
She burst into tears, incoherently sobbing about how she wants to end it all.
If it wasn't already painfully clear at this point, the girl was on this cliff with the intention of jumping. I've never really handled anything like this before, so I probably managed it awfully. I sat down next to her in silence for a while; the only audible sounds in the vicinity were the waves and her crying. I was battling for something to say, something powerful, something witty, something supportive, anything.
"I dunno what to say, I wish I could think of something magical to say, to stop you from thinking about this, but I honestly can't. We can at least talk about why you're here though if you want. I'm not going anywhere."
She had calmed down and explained to me a good portion of her emotional journey to the cliff.
I looked over the cliffs, and remember the sensation of fear.
"It's freaking me out just looking down there," I said.
I'll remember her response forever: "Yeah, I was scared to jump. But I'm more scared of feeling this way for the rest of my life."
We stayed to watch the sunrise together. I don't know how many hours we sat there, but she eventually smiled, and decided that she wanted to live. She asked if it was okay to walk her home. I took her back and she thanked me, crying what I assumed and hoped were 'happy tears.' I continued my own journey home.
This was nearly 7 years ago. I've not seen or heard from her since. From our talk, it seemed she could go on to conquer the world if she wanted to, and I hope she did.